I received the Lord when I was 19 yrs old at my army camp. My life was filled with light, love and joy after my conversion. Before that, I was a gloomy, hateful and selfish person. The revelation that changed my life, was both the Word of God and His love. There are many things we try to change, many things we want to change but find it either hard or unable to. Unless, God shows more of Himself to us thru His Word and love, it is hard for us to change. Christians remain unfaithful because they lack the love to love God and we can't love God with own love. God has to send Jesus to love us while we were yet sinners, so that we can love God with the love of Christ. How much of Christ's love is in us?